Sunday, September 10, 2006
if only i could turn back the time..
and not make the same mistake..
why do parents always have to get involve in our life when we ourselves could arrange it ourselves..
well, maybe they have reason which we just dont understand..
the only thing i want in this life is to play hockey..
and in order to play hockey, i have to work hard..
i really hope i get in express which will not be possible..
i really hope i could change school which will and will not be possible as if i want to change school to a school with hockey, i could only change to crescent girls..
i cant even go to st. theresa..
i dont understand why my parents would only let me go to crescent and not others..
hhhheeeeiiii..
if only i get to make my own choices..
if only i can turn back the time..
well, it seem like i have no choice anymore..
the only think i can do now is to work hard and get into express..
which is impossible..
but i will still try no matter what..
now the only think i have to do is to wait for the national u14 hockey results..
which i hope i make it..
if not i just have to work harder and try my very best next time which i dont know when is the next time..
maybe it is just what god wants me to be..
and well, i really going to work hard and get to express and change school..
in this school, in this class, theres no way i could make it..
maybe in this school but not in this class..
the class is to noisy..
i can't concentrate in a environment like this..
maybe i can..
if, i put my head into it..
i'll try my very best..
i'll promise..
no matter what say, i will still do my best..
now that my results is so much better..
i better keep it up..
not going to let anyone look down on me..
no matter what happens..
i bet my parents will always be by myside supporting me..
well, i'll be ok after a while..
just need some help with some smart people..
the only thing that make me bad was the people i hang out with..
i'll be careful and listen to my parents..
tomorrow is my malay common test and i promise i do my best..
now, i'm off to study it..
~tata~
siti
4:38 AM
