.. to someone i love ..
as each day past, i kept thinking about you. the only thing i have been asking myself is that why can't i forget about you. but, at times when i think deeper about you, i can't do anything but cry for some reasons. but, sometimes having fun with someone else even make me feel that it was you. every move i made, seems to be about you. but do you care? NO! all you know is to have fun with others. when i, in a corner of no where, finding the right move, the right time. all it takes is for you to say that you care. i know i've made everything worse as each day i talk to other boys. but, it doesn't mean i don't love you. my heart only open for one. but it seems like you enter it once and left without saying a word. others even enter without my permission and never leave. but, no matter who enter and who leave, you don't seem to care. i know this is past. but all it takes was to allow me to enter your heart and show me that you care about everythinng i do. but as day past you seem to be having your own life and watching me suffer. was that what you want? if that is what you want. then you've seen it. now all i want is us the start off something NEW! back to the BEGINNING! and not repeat the same mistakes. if you don't want that to happen, then all i have to do is to open my heart to someone else who have waited for me this far. if this really happen, i shall do what you've done to me. i'll leave you without saying anything. when everything is just right infront of us.
all i can say now is that
I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
